Well today( which today, really means yesterday because this is when I wrote this blog) was just one of those days......... one of those days where I honestly did not feel like doing much. I kind of felt as if I was in just a blah kind of mood.
The rain didnt help either... lol...
So coming to terms with not being in school this semester has been hard to grasp some days for me. Even though most of us say we don't like school, there is apart of us that will always like school. We enjoy the interaction with peers, we enjoy the ability to learn and obtain new knowledge that will further our futures, we enjoy the laughter and smiles of students as you pass through hallways and sidewalks... You just enjoy the atmosphere you find on a college campus. Well for me, that has all come to a stand still for now. It's not a bad thing, but a good thing because I know that in my life right now, this is where God has called me to be. Their are just days that I have felt so disconnected from my friends and the world around me. Although even when I had classes everyday, I never really saw my friends during the week... So nothing has really changed, I just believe that it is more the knowing and the feelings that I am not there right now.....
However through all of this... through this new chapter in my life.... through this new journey... Once again God is challenging me...changing me... shaping me... and walking by my side day in and day out."Everyday I will awaken my praise, and pour out a song from my heart".... everyday that is what I truly do. I have perfect peace in all of this, and have great joy and strength....:)
Psalms 28:7
"The LORD is my strength and my shield;
my heart trusts in him, and I am helped.
My heart leaps for joy
and I will give thanks to him in song."
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