Hello Again....
Today has been a great day so far... as well as my weekend as a whole. Yesterday was my mother's birthday. :) We celebrated it with friends and family. It was truly great to just fellowship, laugh, smile, and have fun! I know it was great for my mom as well. She deserves to have an amazing day for she is an amazing person inside and out... I love her :)
I have been in one of those moods today where my mind is ticking away in so many differnt directions.... Life always gives you things to think about, moments to remember, moments to hope for, and lessons to always learn. I am thankful for where I am at and where I am going. God continues to daily remind me of his amazing faithfulness and his mercy and grace that is new each and every morning. Today at church, it was a great service. pastor did not even get to preaching because God was moving and his annoiting was overflowing. Pastor had made an altr call for anyone, but specifially for those who had physcial illnesses or finacial needs. For some reason today, I felt a strong desire that I needed to go to the front. I don't ever go unless I know that I know that God is speaking to me and telling me to move. So I moved. As I stood at the altar, I just began to weep and I knew that God was moving in and through me. Pastor had asked the young people to help him pray and to lay hands on people. Several young people came around me and prayed over me. I don't know what they said, but I definitely felt God's annointing. There have been many moments in my life when I have distinctly felt God's presence over me and today was one of those days.... God was speaking in and through me and just reassusring me of the promises... the hopes.. the visions and the prayers he has given to me. To not give up, to not doubt but to keep pressing... to keep hoping.. to keep believing and knowing that he will never leave me nor forsake me. He is my healer and I will see my complete healing come to past. I am thankful for this journey he has placed me on for it has helped to mold me and shape me.
After the young people prayed over me, Tyler had been standing in front of me praying for a young boy, i felt someone grab my hand and pull me towards them, I knew it was him. He put his arm around my neck and began to pray over me and cry. In that moment I felt God's presence even more and felt God's annointing flowing through him. It was an amazing moment to share together. I am thankful for Tyler and for his willingness to listen to the holy spirit and to listen when God speaks. It is amazing to know that I have somone in my life not just for a season but for a lifetime. Someone who knows how to pray. Someone who knows how to seek God. Someone who is not ashamed and not afraid to cry. Someone who loves God with all their heart. Someone who walks in the blessings and the faithfulness of God. As we stood there together and prayed I just wept and was thankful that I have a man in my life like Tyler. A man that I love and that loves me in return but more than anything loves God with all his heart.. and is willing to seek him first in everything he does. Thanks Tyler for being that Man of God. For being differnt. For being strong. For loving. For being my Best Friend. And for walking with me, side by side and hand in hand. :) You are my life. You are my future. and I am blessed and thankful for you. I love you more than you will ever know.
God has blessed me beyond belief. I can't ever stop talking about it becasue I am always blown away at his faithfulness and amazing blessings. We sang the song "Still" today at church by Hillsong. One of my favorite songs.
"Hide me now Under your wings, Cover me within your mighty hand. When the oceans rise and thunders roar I will soar with you above the storm, Father you are king over the flood. I will be still and know you are God"
Even in the biggest storms of life God is there. No matter how big the storm, how long, how wide, how deep. God is there in the very midst of it, holding your hand and walking you through it. My God is a big God and a faithful God. Never loose sight of that.
Sometimes we must Be Still and know that he is God. We must stop. wait. and listen. sometimes it is not easy but in those moments you will be awakened to new heights.
So God thank you for breathe of fresh air, thank you for your annointing. Thank you for your healing. Your unconditional love, mercy and grace. I am thankful that you are here and moving in the midst of our daily lives. I lay down my will to you, not my will but your will be done in my life. I love you Lord with all my heart. In you I live and move and breathe.........
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