A Blue Kinda Day......

Well It's a blue kinda day.... Do you ever have those days when you just are overhwhelmed with life. Overwhelmed with maybe the obstacles you are facing or the journey that you are on. Do you ever feel discouraged?....

Today has kind of been one of those days for me. I was sitting at work today and throughout the day I was overwhelmed with waves of emotions. I began thinking about life... My journey.... I think that my emotions have been swirling around me for weeks and today they just errupted...

There are days that I feel like my life is in a whirlwind, right now I am at a place that I never thought I would be, nor did I ever think God would take me in this direction. However once again God has surprised me in his plans that he has for my life. I know that God has placed me where I am supposed to be, even if there are days it seems like it's a fight. Sometimes the battle is the greatest when God is about to open the flood gates of heaven, and open doors that no man can open but him. Sometimes it means you have to fight all the more to get to where your dreams are. Sometimes it means you have to sacrifice much. Sometimes it means you have to press through even when you want to give up. Sometimes it means you must laugh through the tears and the pain. Sometimes it means you must smile even when you don't always want to. It means you must never give up and always try harder. Always push yourself and give more than what you think you can. I think I am telling myself this more and more everyday...

Lately I have felt that my passion and my drive to get to where my dream is, has slowly been fading. It seems that the joureny to get to that point thus far has not been the easiest and I have doubted myself and if I would make it there or not. However what I do know is that my God has not brought me thus far in my life.. in my joureny to just leave me hanging... He has not equipped me to fail, but he has equipped me to fight...to persevere. To have the faith to move the biggest mountain. He has equipped me to always give my best and nothing less. I know that God has not given me a spirit of fear, but of power, love and a sound mind.

God is not surprised by any of this, for he has every part of my life in the very palm of his hands. I know that we all have moments of weakness, we all will have down days. It is in those moments when I know I must fight all the more. I must push through the storm and I must know that God is always forever faithful. He has loved me with an everlasting love and he will never leave me, nor forsake me.

Everyday I will awaken my praise and pour out a song from my heart........

In the quiet, in the stillness
I know that you are God
In the secret of your presence
I know there I am restored
When you call I won't refuse
Each new day, again I'll choose

There is no one else for me
None but Jesus
Crucified to set me free
Now I live to bring Him praise

In the chaos, in confusion
I know you're sovereign still
In the moment of my weakness
You give me grace to do your will
When you call I won't delay
This my song through all my days

There is no one else for me
None but Jesus
Crucified to set me free
Now I live to bring Him praise

I am yours and you are mine...

All my delight is in you Lord
All of my hope
All of my strength
All my delight is in you Lord
Forevermore