blue..blue..blue..

Rain Rain go away.... come gain another day....

So it has been raining ALL day long. I absolutly hate days like these. They make me feel so blue and on top of the rain my boyfriend leaves tomorrow for 10 days. I am beginning to feel the waves of emotions... To most people that may seem like not a big deal. However for me and Tyler it's a big deal. This is the longest we have ever been apart from each other. As the saying always goes...."Abscence makes the heart grow fonder"... :)

Yes that is true, however it is still hard. Not only is he my boyfriend but he is my absolute best friend. Even though during a normal week, we don't see each other everyday nor do we talk everyday, however there is something about knowing that he is just around the corner if I needed him, but now he will be miles and miles away, which makes my heart miss him more than ever.

Our realtionship speaks so many volumes to me day in and day out. I know that the love that we have for each other goes farther than we can see, deeper than we can understand, and wider than we would ever believe. When we are not together we are not complete. It's a love that so many relationships, marriages and families lack now a days. I am thankful that I found a love that will last forever. :) It is more than I could ask for, more than I deserve and more than I ever thought I would receive. I am so in love and everyday I am falling deeper and more in love.

so tonight we got to spend together before he left. It was great. my grandparents just arrived in town and they wanted to see him before he left because when he gets back they will be back in NY. So he came and spent the evening with my family. As always it was enjoyable and fun.... Every second we get to spend together is amazing and wonderful...

So when saying goodbye, i didn't quite think I would cry as much as i would, however saying goodbye is never easy and for us who are basically inseperable, 2 peas in a pod. This is not easy. I feel like half of my is missing, which it is. I am excited for him that he gets to go on Spring Tour, I know that it is something he loves to do. I will always support him and be behind him all the way... that is what love is all about.

As I say goodnight, I have many waves of emotions. but what i know is that God's constant grace, peace, love and mercy is new each and everyday. His arms are wrapped ever so tightly around us, he will never let us go... he is always there!

Tyler gave me this necklace at Christmas and it says " I am thankful that in God's design he planned for your path to cross mine"... And yes GOD I am thankful more than I can even say........