Well today was a rather fun day for me. I actaully did something for my Fall Break, considering it is almost over and I had been doing nothing but sitting at home.... but that was perfect too....
Me.. my mom and Mrs. Kym who is basically my second mom ventured up to Knoxville to shop. which is most definitely my new found favorite place..... I would rather drive a little farther to go up there than stay here.... They have more and its just fun to get away and out of Cleveland sometimes... and today I just really needed to get away.. have some fun and just clear my mind...
I feel like my mind has been racing in a thousand different directions lately.... I think sometimes I think to much. over analyze. rush. and just react to soon. Maybe that comes from things in my life that have happened that makes me always think the negative. I don't really know, but today I had a lot of time to just reflect and think and take a step back and just look at the bigger picture. Look at what was really going on. what I was really thinking and feeling. It felt good to just stop and let go. To just know that in life whatever happens, happens for a reason. Sometimes we dont always understand it... or maybe most of the time we dont understand why things happen, but we must keep holding on to the dreams and the promises we have within us and know that one day the best is yet to come. God's timing is always perfect.... his timing is far better than ours.... I keep reminding myself that......
Sometimes it just seems that my dreams are so far away but yet I know they are so close...
I am not ready for this weekend to come to an end. Tomorrow is sunday and then its back to the grind on monday, having breaks sometimes just messes me up and gets me off track. .... Now I'm ready for Christmas Break. Honestly Im just ready to be done with college. Only 2 more semesters to go and then I am off into the teaching world. Thank the Lord...... so for now I hold on and finish the race strong......
I think I have rambled enough tonight.... tomorrow is a new day and the sun will shine again... tomorrow is a better day :)
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