Sunday, September 13, 2009

Sometimes it seems like it's always raining....

Well it has been a while since I blogged.... Life has just been crazy busy. Sometimes I feel as if life can be a rollercoaster, a rollercoaster highs, lows, and inbetweens. It's as if it is always raining... and yet you ask yourself will I ever see the sunshine again? But yet through every storm you always find a way to see the sunshine, even if it is in the littlest and simplist things of life!

So I have been trying to get back in to the swing of college classes once again.... And its going pretty well. I am FINALLY a SENIOR so that is exciting. I only have 3 semesters left and then I will be entering the real world of teaching which I am utterly thrilled about, I honestly can't wait to be in my own classroom. It will be the next chapter of my life :) However as of now, I am excited about all the adventures that are still ahead of me.

I am learning to just continue to trust God in all things, even when the road gets bumpy and complicated, everything will work out in God's perfect timing. Not our timing. Its in those hard moments and times when you are challenged, stretched, broken, changed and made whole again. It is in those moments when you just learn to dance in the rain. I have had some tough moments latley. I got a bad report from my doctor about my liver disease, after I had just gotten a good report, I knew it was simply just an attack from the enemy. Even though I really just wanted to give up, because I felt like I was heading back to square one, and its been 3 years since I have been on this journey that I did not want to go back. So instead I decided to press through, I decided to press on even though I didn't really wanted to, even though my flesh just wanted to quit I knew that I must press on, I must keep that faith alive and I must know that God has a plan and a purpose for my life and that every step I take is ordained by him. Every road I travel is ordained by him. My life is in his hands, and I know that he has promised me my complete healing. That I will prophecy and share my testimony to thousands one day as everyday I am fighting is another testiment of faith to so many people around me, people that I don't even know.
I know that God is only preparing me for something greater, something that he knows that I can handle. So more than anything I encourage you to press on, to press on in any storm, any fight, any failure, any mistake, any sorrow. Keep Pressing. Press on until you breakthrough. God is there, and it is worth the fight, just remember you are never alone, God is always with you wherever you go. Be strong and Courageous in the Lord!

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