Well I have not been on here in a while. I have been trying to get back into the swing of school and my life has been busy. There is just no time to even breath.......
Do you ever feel overwhelmed? scared? uncertain? Hungering for something more, feeling dry, and desperate. Lately I have just been thinking about life and about where I have been and where I am going. I just feel so dry some days, I feel like I have nothing left to give. I know that God is there and with me in every step I take, but sometimes I feel so far from him but yet I know that I am so close.
There are just days and moments when I long for something more....
When I am at my weakest, God is my strongest. He gives me strength to face each day, he gives me the hope and ability to be a better person. He loves me for me and sees the real me.
Lately I find myself feeling down, feeling like there is something missing. I miss my family. I miss my brother. I miss the way life used to be. I miss the carefree days of fun, sun, surf, sand between my toes, children laughing and being surrouded by family. I miss those days.
Yet I know life brings changes, I know that in every journey, in every trial of life God stretches us, teaches us and through these expereinces we grow to be the person he has created us to be.
So even through the hard times I always try to find the good out of them, I try to find GOd in everything and see what I am learning and how it will change me. Maybe at the time I don't see it but I know in the end when I cross that finish line everything will fall into place. God has prepared me for such a time as this.
Don't give up and don't loose hope. I remind myself that often, even in the little things of life. Hold on to the dreams and the promises that God has given you. For greater things are yet to come in my life and your life.
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